为了Super Junior什么都豁出去了

今年为了Super Junior很多的第一次都是为了他们而做了^^

我可是个中毒很深的妖精了><　大家都叫我死忠粉丝，家人朋友都知道了说

人生中第一次售票演唱会

第一次一个人背包出门

第一次为了他们而跟家人差点闹僵

第一次汇款那么一大笔钱给人买票，就因为这样而被罗嗦一番

第一次买了那么多专辑。。。韩国经纪公司还真会赚粉丝的钱啊

五集～荷包只允许我买了４张包括Ａ,Ｂ,Ｃ版～

目的就为了明年的金唱片～我不想哥哥们再次伤心而落泪，我不想特队长把所准备好的致谢词藏起来，不想让服役中的希大抱撼，我们要为他们夺得最佳的礼物－－

金唱片大奖！！

因为他们我开始迷上网购，到今天为此不知花了多少钱了，是时候算一算了哈哈

不过拜金在哥哥们的周边上我从没后悔也～只是得被罗嗦一番而已，通常为了避免类似的情况发生都会说参加比赛得来的嘻嘻～

不过我是有赢过一两次哦

我想说我是个幸运的粉丝，因为有机会看到他们那么多次了，今年已经见到他们三次了^^

Super Show3, Super Junior M, MoA Live三场他们有分参加的我都出席了！幸福啊～

上个星期是最疯狂的一天了，第一次感受到追星的感觉^^当天是到酒店出席记者会，没想到很多粉丝在那等待他们～等待之余我也参与一份，当哥哥们一出现时就会有疯狂的叫声～魅力无法挡啊！可以近距离看到他们已经很庆幸了～在记者会时简直是呆在那里，头脑一片空白了，不敢相信他们就在我眼前一把尺的距离啊～～由于相机真的是有限公司，所以拍出来的效果不堪设想，最满意的就只有一张晟敏看着我的相机的了><我的本命赫赫的特写失败了～～～不过能近距离看见他什么都值得了，虽然他可能没看见我，但还是满足了啦，因为演唱会时他又站在我那区，又可以看多他几眼^^

演唱会时只是尽情的为哥哥们加油应援，因为相机也不给力～～下一次势必买一架好相机等待ＳＳ４派上用场！！一口气唱了八首歌的他们一定很喘吧～看他们汗流浃背的样子，很想冲上台为他们擦汗呢^^我还看见特特在Sorry Sorry时甩头的汗都飞到粉丝那边去了哈哈～四首新歌的应援都很棒的说，蓝海听说也很成功哦。。。很幸运这一次他们唱了Marry You,整场好感动～艺声的It Has To Be You 也再次打动他的心了吧，续三巡大马场后的大合唱一定是很怀念吧^^这一次更大声了呢，大马妖精大发啊！感到很骄傲，因为我也是一份子！四巡时大家多多加油了！！

LET ME GO please~~~~~~

I wanna quit my job can??? CAN??? PLEASE~~~~~~~
Don't feel wanna work like this anymore i am not happy NOT HAPPY understand???
In the progress working out my R letter now, and seeking for a new happy work..Is there any??? 
Or you give me inspiration on what to do, i am clueless and will be giving up hope any time from now. I don't even wanna care about those work now... It's irritating sometimes you know, i had put my effort in but it turns out like this. Or it's the fact that i don't like the job i am having now. That's why i am behaving like this?? BIG possibility. So can you just let me go???? PLEASE i don't wanna be like this any more. I don't want to loss weight (5kg in a year) Now i am still losing weight continuously~~~ ><


Everyday i go to office work like mad but dunno what's the purpose.......I never care about what's the profit or loss that we will have...i only work blindly, maybe i am REALLY not suit with this job..I never care about that so much compared to my blogXD. Maybe i should focus on this because i love to write stuff...Should I???? My mom would say writer??? how much you can earn??? But i will be happy to do what i am interested mommy~ Let me try can??? Everyday i feel like wanna cry if there's anything unsolved, and those things is getting more and more day by day... I hate it~~ don't feel like wanna solve it though, dunno why....I have the feeling of giving up anytime from now.........................CAN I just PUT a R letter then leave~~~~~ I don't wanna suffer there anymore~~~~I AM NOT HAPPY!!!!!!!!!

I dreamed about Super Junior XD

Just wanna share that i dreamed about Super Junior XD

You know what? I dreamed about Dong Hae! LOL

Can't imagine that, i am Eunhyuk biased but it turns out that i dreamed about Donghae.What's the cause?

Maybe i got Donghae's cover of Mr Simple? 

I dreamed that i took picture with them!!!! Especially Donghae and Eunhyuk ^^ EunHae XD They put their hands on my shoulder while taking the pictures wow the dream was so real!!!

SO happy, i think i was smiling while dreaming haha

Let's hwaiting for GDA!!!.I had tried my best in purchasing the albums. We are not far from the target now. Let's work hard for one more month ELFs! We will bring Daesang to our oppas this year!!!

My Super Junior collections XD

I am waiting patiently for my Mr Simple to reach my house safely haha. I know it'a already shipped from Korea to Malaysia. It's just that the PIC is still waiting for the poster tube to arrive before they can shipped it out for us. So anticipating, i wanna get Eunhyuk's cover so muchy!!! XD

Previously i had bought Bijin Taiwan version, Eunhyuk ar ^^

I got my Summer Seoul Card too XD

What else i wanna share??? Oh yeah LIGHTSTICK!!!! My second Super Junior official lightstick!!

I am back!!! wanna express myself again today

Well Well Well being writing lots of stuffs in the past few months....But i didnt write anything here so sorry my dear bloggy haha. Now I am BACK today to express myself!!!!
What should i write? I wanna say i am so lucky ^^ WHY>??

Because i can see Super Junior M!!!!! They came again to Malaysia after Super Show 3!!! So happy that i can see @AllRiseSilver again ^^ So many obstacles before i can go but finally i still can go, it's free what, who doesn't want to go?? I went to Super Show already, this small concert i definitely need to go right??  Though i am way far from the stage but but i still can see them!!! I got a videos of Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun and ZhouMi waving at us after the concert at the backstage!!! SO HAPPY!!! It's good enough!! Super Show 4 i must get the seat at the first row!!! hahaha

Next what i wanna say??? I spend lots on Super Junior LOLOLOL But i am happy to own their stuffs!!!

SS3~ RM460

SJM mini concert ~free but transports& tolls (~RM140)

SUJU's merchandise~RM 38

SUJU Albums~ RM 175

Magazines with SUJU's stuffs~~ RM infinity (Haha)

I am controlling myself not to buy to much merchandise as my mom will put her eyes on me if i buy too much TT. Tried my best to buy what i really want , don't bother i will continue to buy what i want 'secretly'. You guys don't tell my mom, keep it a secret LOL

And you know what??? I won Yesung's Eversing notebook!! SO happy!! Thanks to K-popped!!

my suju's collections increased again!!

SARANGHAEYO Super Junior!!!!!

WOW i know Super Junior for 2 years now from Sorry Sorry to Bonamana and now anticipating for their 5th album!!!!! Though it's only 2 years but i feel like i know them very long!! Unbelievable...Until now i am still spazzing them everyday. EVERYDAY you know???? I never spazz on artists everyday before. I can get their latest news or pictures so directly form the fansites. Really wanna thanks ELFs who manage the fansites so GOOD until we can get the latest news about them!!!!

Well i just wanna express my feelings to Super Junior here as i can't directly talk to them (day dream again). Super Junior makes my day happy. When my mood is down, i will watch their videos or pictures. It's MIRACLE that they can bring my mood back!!!! And I am so HAENGBOK that i can attend their Super Show in Malaysia. ALL MY HEART was with them all night when they performed!!!! I always dreamed of going Super Show IN MY DREAM, my HEARTQUAKE when my parents won't allowed me to go. But after my hard begging finally i can go!!! Thanks Dad & Mom, i know this is the way you SHOW ME YOUR LOVE. I SMILE AGAIN when i get to know that i can go finally. SORRY SORRY to my sis because of budget, i can't bring you together. Never mind we go again next time!!! There's still lots more Super Show to come!!!. I really enjoyed that day, the effect, sound system and SUJU's performances were TOO PERFECT/PERFECTION. I wanna say that's why I LOVE SUJU!!!!

Well currently i am spazzing on Super Junior M everyday because they are having long stay in Taiwan. My focus on SJ-M is Eunhyuk!!! haha because he's my bias in SuJu. Love it when they tweeted on twitter and watching the variety shows that they recorded in Taiwan just makes my day. It's so enjoyable!!!! Gonna continue spazz on them today LOL 

feel like wanna quit NOW!!!!

Don't give me pressure ok???
I wanna quit NOW!!!!!!!
Don't STOP me, i will leave you guys.
I can't take this pressure anymore. Never ever!!!!!!
One problem not yet settle, now the other problem comes again
WTH!!!!!! I don't like this
STUPID!!!!!!!
You can't make it perfect don't talk about others
You yourself that can't produce what i need still complaining there, if they complain back HOW????
You wanna take this responsibility??? I don't think so...
WTH is all of this i wanna complain too this monday just wait and see..
Later i can't hit my target, let's die together.
Everyone DIE together!!!!!!!!!
Dont care anymore i wanna concentrate on my video making

Segamat Flood again????? OMO!!!!!

OMGOSHHHHHHHH

Raining non stop had cause the river bank rise again...

and now Segamat becomes 'islands' again

Not only Segamat, Labis,Tenang and other lowlands is already covered with waters

Aiyooooo

I got stuck on the road back to Batu Pahat yesterday

Tenang-Labis road was cut off and i am forced to wait there for a few hours. Then we decided to return to Segamat BUT....on the way back to Tenang the water level rise to a higher level. Then we are forced again to wait in the car for the water to subside. 
When the water subside a bit we quickly drive over

But the next stop, we got stuck again awwwww. Waited there for a few hours until 11.xxpm only the car can move. You know what, we start our journey at 4.30pm and should be arrived at BP around 6pm but now we are back to Segamat after so many hours aigooooooo. This disaster is really unpredictable TT. Now i can't go to office to finish up my work before CNY goshhhhhh.DIE me.........

EUNHYUK!!!!!!!!!! NEW HAIR huh???

WOW oppa you cut your hair again???

XDDD

Ok understand that you will sweat a lot when dancing

Well that hairstyle suits you well ^^

Just like last time Bonamana's hairstyle

But i am gonna miss the old hairstyle ^^

Anyway no matter what i love all the hairstyle 

Short or long it suits you ^^